❤salny

I've lost the best thing in the world.

I'm greedy.

I'm selfish.

I'm self-centered.

I'm stubborn.

I'm bad-tempered.

I insist to be myself and therefore i need to face the consequences.

I'm the one who caused the damage but i refuse to fix it up.

Misunderstandings worsen a relationship while perception kills a relationship.

I chose to remember the beautiful memories and forget the bad ones.

Goodbye.

{ ❤Salny!!! }

3:47 PM

I just need a peaceful life with not much emotional fluctuations.

My heart is getting weaker and weaker.

After that incident,i know my mum loves me a lot.

She can't afford to lose me and i can't afford to lose her too.

I'm her pillar of strength and she's mine too.

She's the only person who will protect me and stay by my side and sincerely care for me.

If she were to live up to 85 years old(of cos i wish she can live longer!),that means i still have 35 years to treat her really good and fulfill my role as a daughter.

I hope she can retire in 5 years' time or partial retire in 3 years' time.

Lastly,I hope I can be happy.

{ ❤Salny!!! }

9:49 AM

❤I want to live my life to the fullest❤

It has been 4563221432 months since i last blog. Life has been pretty much like a roller coaster. There are a mixture of excitement, fear, happiness, sadness, disappointment. It seems like after all this i have grown up by a little but at the same time it seems like i have not. But i have learned that you need to put in 100% effort and commitment in whatever things you do. But it is easier said than done.

Unlike others, i chose to work first instead of applying for uni. It is extremely hard to find a job that i like now especially in this period of economic downturn with merely a diploma certificate and not much work experience. It is hard to survive in a working society without any expertise or work experience. So what if u own that diploma or even degree certificate? Can you remember everything you have studied and apply straight away what you have learned? Even a simple insurance admin position needs a good letter writing skill,good knowledge of financial products,excellent communication skill and positive attitude and you are only paid $1200 per month for this. Not that I'm saying a certificate is not important as it is an entry pass for a job, but on-hand experience is also very very important.

I'm losing confident day by day. I can't find anything that I'm good in. I do not know where will my future be. It is hard to step out of your comfort zone and face the world. Everyone has their own stage but where's mine?

I need a haircut!!!!!!!!!!!!

{ ❤Salny!!! }

1:06 PM

❤The definition of happiness❤

1 more day to Chinese New Year! Have been damn busy with projects for the past 2 weeks and was really drained out now. Finally, projects are all over and done with! YAY! It's time to relax and enjoy before i bury myself into those dreaded lecture notes.

Oh well, my life has been pretty much the same for the past few weeks and so nothing interesting to blog about. hais. But there's one event which spices up my life a little and that's MOTION TV and sad to say this is the last major event planned by the exco 08/09.
booooooooooooooo~ :(
But anyway, we had fun! :)

Well, by looking at those pictures below, i think i need to go on diet real soon. booooo~

OH YAH! In case i lazy to blog,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
in advance.

I need to sleep!
Goodnight!
:D

{ ❤Salny!!! }

2:26 AM

❤Alone, not?❤

I feel that sometimes you can only depend on yourself and no one else. You can only rely on yourself and only yourself. You can't expect your closest friends or your the other half to stay by your side and accompany you through the tough time. Or should i say that you can expect but don't ever put full hope that they will be there and help you all the time. They have super valid reason not being with you and you understands and not blaming them. But still, you have to rely on yourself at this point of time.Hais. It's either do or die now.

In the nutshell, don't be too reliance on others seriously.
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fucking ibs is driving me crazy. i'm so gonna cry already.its 3.30am now and i'm still struggling with my ibs.

{ ❤Salny!!! }

3:07 AM

❤It's so hard to be a better person, let alone perfect❤

When can everything be back to normal or rather when can i be back to my normal self?
I hope......soon.

iwanttoshopiwanttoshopiwanttoshop.

Its just sooo tired being a human.

{ ❤Salny!!! }

10:49 PM

❤I can't be any suay-er, can i?❤

Hello folks! I haven't been updating for like 35265421315643726 weeks because i was sooooo busy with projects and i was sick. My mood was fluctuating like nobody's business for the past few weeks because suay monster hit on me! hais really damn suay i tell you.

Have been chionging projects as i have been slacking throughout the 3 weeks of holiday. I hardly get enough sleep as i have been sleeping really late for the past 2 weeks. I predict this will continue for the next 1 week or so. And the suay-est thing is having to fall sick while chionging projects. Oh my oh my! Luckily i'm getting better and at least more focus on projects yo.

Another thing is that i just had my greatest shocked in my entire 19 years of life. My hp bill last month is equivalent to maybe your 6 - 10 months hp bill which is $600! OH MY! OH MY! OH MY! WTH! Why the bill came at this freaking time when i'm having projects and exam stress and needs retail therapy and when CNY is just in 2 weeks' time. Hais. I just hope that i can survive through this tough period. Dua pek gong bless me please.

the 5 warriors still fighting strong at this weewee hour.

{ ❤Salny!!! }

3:35 PM

❤It's all in the heart❤

It was an happening week.
I'm starting to love Christmas festive.
Next is countdown to 2009!
:D

Christmas party and house warming at yixin's house! :D

wii was fun :D

peiwenwen and her ferrero rocher

aiyo! shuai yo!

weewee~ and her $20 Takashimaya voucher

my funky mama~

videocall was funnyyyyyyy~

{ ❤Salny!!! }

1:02 AM

❤4 letters; 3 magic words; 2 persons; 1 heart❤

Ah i'm back to Singapore 2 days ago. Well, nothing interesting about my one-week trip so i shall not elaborate. HAHAHA! Has been slacking since RM paper. School reopen in one week's time! OH GOSH! I shall enjoy my last week of holiday and at the same time..erm..chiong my project :D

she loves my ah bian.

my bedtime necessities!

oh my A&W!

Coney dog!

Aww~so cute right?

❤Christmas party cum Jeffu's belated birthday celebration❤
on 22th Dec 2008

BA_COMM' sAndy Lau! yan dao lah~

gift exchanging!

and i got peishan's gift.so sweet of her to include a card inside whoo~

{ ❤Salny!!! }

1:17 AM

❤I have a condition called the
procrastination syndrome❤

Ok 1 post before i set off to malaysia. I've been enjoying my holiday for the past few days. I'm totally in a holiday mood now. Whoohoo~

Christmas is coming and i'm sooooo looking forward to it! Christmas celebration! Whoohoo~

ok of course not forgetting projects are waving to me asking me to complete them. Gosh.
Anyway, i hope students are enjoying their holidays and for those who are having attachment, don't emo because you have income and i don't have! Hope this would make you feel better. smile:D

Will be back on 22th dec. Till then goodbye! :D

oh my a goldfish-look-alike? gosh.

ehhhh camera shyyyyy ehhhhh..

can you believe?
I can steam pau steam until this colour.
By the way, its yam pau :(

{ ❤Salny!!! }

3:58 AM

❤Hand in hand, we walk together❤

Whoohoo~ct is over and that means holiday is coming~ (grins)

Caught Quarantine and was mentally disturbed by it. TSK! Anyway, it's holiday now and I've sooo many things i want/need to do. I don't think i can wholly enjoy my 3 weeks holiday with so many projects and tasks waiting to be completed. But it's okay. Two more months and i'll be graduating(hopefully!) and i'll be a free bird by then! :D

I think i need to get a notebook to keep track of my friends' birthday date because i've missed so many of them and i'm soooo sorry about that :(

On a side note, I'm getting lazier and lazier. My room is sooo messy that sometimes i can't even find my lappy. Can't imagine luh! It's time to tidy up my room(or soon). HAHAHA!

Alrighty! Off for project discussion! :D

Introduce to you my new companion- AH DAI!
:D

{ ❤Salny!!! }

9:42 AM